How come???

I did what I said to myself, I did what I asked myeslf to, but how come i am not happy? How come I am feeling blue? I really hope that something is not coming true... I dont care... It must be something wrong, must be someone's fault.
And that someone must to be me, my thoughts, my feelings, and all about me. Perhaps...
Perhaps i am just feeling kinda lost, that's all. Not really a big deal though. Going to bed now, sweet dreams girl ^^ wake up tomorrow moring, and everything will be just wonderful. okie dokie >.< fighting....
I am getting stronger and stronger lo ... ^.^

09/15

September 15 again, here it passed one year, couldnt help but wonder, What have I done is this year, having something in mind, changing my minds, falling in love with ppl, breaking up with ppl, trying to forget, trying to being alone, trying to being happy, trying to say: "nothing is really that important besides study", well, how is it feel when you are trying to lie to yourself? Terrible. I know, girls are sensitive, but I do not think I will be one of them, In my own mind,I think I am intelligent, I think I am able to handle all the stuffs that could be happen on me. I think I am always knowing what to do, maybe there is sometimes that i feel lost, but that is just in a short period while i was messing up my minds, after all, my little brain could hold thousand things: happiness, sadness, people, clothing, money...etc. lolz
September 15, How are you?

what am i doing?

What am i doing these days? Seems worse than before...There are a lot going on.. a lot of thoughts, a lot of tests, a lot of homework, a lot of... SHXTS...
What am i doing??? GOSH..

人鱼的眼泪

爱上她在天与海的交界 没源头用生命交换了双腿
只为走进爱的人身边 一路上毁灭手心就会成永远
不懂双唇不适合妩媚 我没有道别都没有人听见
明明后悔让浪花凋谢
你的泪我无邪 无数日这个冷漠的世界
失去了一切只为一个能够 付出你真爱的机会
你的泪我无邪 原来感情那么难以寻回
他身边是谁 消失前后不后悔
你的悲伤是否像海一样深邃
你不想毁灭相信真爱会永远 不懂专情不适合人类
你最美的梦想泡沫伴随脸 剩童话里留下一页
你的泪我无邪 无数日这个冷漠的世界
失去了一切只为一个能够 付出你真爱的机会
你的泪我无邪 原来感情那么难以寻回
他身边是谁 消失前后不后悔
你的悲伤是否像海一样深邃
人鱼最后的泪像海一样深邃